yes, today has been vary weird so far. if you know me well, you will know that i HATE snow.
i hate everything cold. yes, even ice cream. i like warm things.
well guess what! it snowed! alot! and guess who's turn it is to shuvel the porch! right! mine!
school was canceled today. that gives me time to try and get my stupid camera to work. the pictures refuse to dowload to the computer...so i cant get any new pictures to my friends and family. today isnt my day. and its only 11:28 AM!
but the good news is that i am no longer evil.
the dog is fine and my little brother still has all his limbs. and me and mom seem to be getting off fine. the only problem right now is that i cant find a proper shirt...
yeah, and im busy making a chistmas list. so far i have. A new DS touch screen [mine broke T-T]
my chemical romance CD. new art suplies. and a cure for writers block! i might even want a new manga to read...but i live all the way out to central lake...i cant get to wall mart in gaylord...
if only i had a good friend that would take pitty on me....
but yeah, i will no longer be striving for my goal to be an author or a manga-ka. it seems pointless. lots of people want to be the same thing, so what are my chances of getting past the compotision. my own father told me i wouldnt make it! and there isnt any hope of me going to collage to even up the odds. my family isnt wealthy enough to even get me into a christain collage...and my grades suck, they always have.
yeah...ill still write and draw for fun, but it seems i have no particular tallent. im just another seemingly suicidal teen [im not suicidal, i said seemingly!] that will most likely get pregnant at a young age and end up a house wife. wich, as long as i have a good husband, i will be happy.
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