post christmas joy

well, christmas went well. yay! i got some really neat stuff. i got a new mp3 player. its slick, but i have no idia how to to work it....it refusis to turn off when i turn it on...and then the screan simply gets stuck on one thing, making it impossible to listen to music.
on the upside, i got a cell phone! tis wonderful. my dad has been texting me alot. im running low on minutes, but when ever i get some, it doubles! and then i got some of the twilight series. mom got me "breaking dawn" the last book of the series, but i realised, i already had that book on my shelf! but then she got me two thers from the series, "eclipse" the third book, and "new moon" the second. so now i have two of the same book, and the only one in the series that i dont have is the first book "twilight". other than that, i got a few harry potter games for my gameboy advance. no DS games this year.

at around seven oclock, me and my mom and my little brother had to drive on fewms all the way down to mancelona to go to the christmas party at my aunt mell's place. we just barely made it before the truck ran out of gas. my uncle bill syfined some gas into the truck so we could get home too.

but while we where there, quite a few things happened. me and torrie sung non-christmas-related song while colton jammed on his guitar. we where OUTSIDE for christams dinner. when torries boyfriend taylor showed up, the teens all went inside. colton and taylor jammed on there guitars while i messed with the piano. i joined them finally when they started to wrestle. taylor won the brawl...than colton decided he wanted to get his butt kicked by ME. i kicked him in the gut, face, and nuts before he finaly punched me in the chest and then tripped me...i pulled him down too by accident. and heres the thing...colton isnt axactly thin anymore....he's "fluffy". not fat, but not skinny.....and i accidentaly pulled him ON me. i got the wind knocked out of me! i now have a fair sized bruise on my side.
after all of that, we settled down and played vidio games while torrie and taylor started making out on the coutch. i got smoked by taylor at guitar hero, but hey, i havnt played in a while, and he's a REAL guitar player. so ofcourse i would lose.

i dicided a while ago that i would be cutting my hair and dying it blond. and i plan on doing it soon....before james gets bored and decides to dump me....mom doesnt think he will, but i havnt seen him in two weeks, how do i know he hasnt already lost his interest in me? all i can do it wait and see whats ahead when school starts up again...i cant wait until i am out of school, so i can find a more mature guy, someone who graduated a considerable amount of year before me.....maybe someone at least five years more experience that i have. but hey, i dont know, i might just end up with a guy who feels exactly like me, and then fall in love with him before getting to really know him. it wouldnt be good, but maybe i could start from scratch and have enough tallent to pull up a writing career and get a house for us to live in.......i would much rather have an experienced guy.

but anyway, today, i finished the book "eclipse" again. i love the twilight series, it never gets old.
but then mom decided that the house was too dirty to live in, and made me and river clean. im still not finished with the laundry or the dishis, wich is why i will be ending this post soon.


SONG OF THE DAY: secondhand serenade "stranger"

turn around,turn around and fix your
eys in my derection
so there is a connection
i cant speak, cant make a sound to capture
your attention
im starring at perfection

take a look at me
so you can see how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger
you say im a danger
but all those thought are
leaving you tonight
im broken,abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

im confident, ut i cant pretend i wasnt terrified to meet you.
i knew you could see right through me
i saw my life flash before my vary eyes
and i knew just what we'd turn into
i was hoping you could see

take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger
you say im a danger
but all those thoughts are leaving you tonight
im broken, abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

your an engel making all my dreams come true tonight

take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are

your beauty seems so far away
id have to write a thousand songs to make you
comprehend how beautiful you are
i know that i cant make you stay
but i would give my final breath to make you
see how beautiful you are.
undertsand how beautiful you are.

you call e a stranger
you say im a danger
but all those thoughts are leaving you tonight
im broken,abandoned
you are an angel
making all my dreams come true tonight

you call me a stranger
you say im a danger

you call me a stranger


well thats all, i have to go finish the dishes before mom gets mad! bye bye!