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To anyone who hasnt read my last post...i suggest you do, or this will make no sence at all.

well. two days ago, my two friends skyler and taishann where killed in a car crash. im still not thinking streight and i had to skip school. [i missed the buss...] i feel like i have two extremely large iron balls chained to my ankles....not to mention i look like i spent all of yesterday crying bloody murder.......okay so i did. but you would too if you lost two friends in the same day.

but yeah, if i have any friends reading this who are....sympathetic enough to like, give me a hug...i could really use one...it doesnt help that i lost my grandma last year on november 8th. this month is horrible...and a cousin of mine died 21 years ago. he didnt even get to see his 2nd day of life. he was a baby when he died, but he died on the same day as my lovely beverly meeker, who, for some time, went to the grace baptist church in gaylord. but yeah, my cousins name was jordan....we like to call him our angel baby jordy!

well...i have nothin more to say of the pain i am in...so....ill be leaving....