now im just ticked

okay, it is saterday and i was supposed to the movies yestserday. but mom had to go to work. well, on her way to work yesterday, she got a flat tier. now today, remember my last post, how i was so damn happy!? well, she just got done telling me that i am not going to the movies today, and every ounce if depression that deminished now is back, and i am fueled only by freaking rage at the freaking truck! i cant go sunday, and with my luck i wont go on monday. mom has work on tuesday. so, i jinxed myself, i allowed myself to be happy for one seconed and everything got ruined. i was smacked down from my happy place and now im pissed.