Friday, November 21, 2008

EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

i feel emo again...several of my friends went to skyler and taishanns viewing and funeral...taishanns face was really messed up...they had to remodel her face with clay...
skyler, thankfully, looked as though he had been worked on by highschool girls trying to give him a makeover...alot of makeup...but he still looked like himself...almost looked as if he where sleeping...

but yeah...im home alone....left podering the meanings of life and doubting my God above.
but, if anyone that is experienced reading the bible [i know heidi and john are reading] would care to tell me why the lord lets these things happen, i would be ever thankfull. it is vary...odd...feeling this way about my lord...but then again, the snake is probably just constrickting my heart to make me give way under the weight of my emotions...
but i still refuse to fall that far.

but anyway, i has to go...i have to tend to river's fever...

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