such a long day

well, im pretty happy today. heres why.

i am happy about not smoking! i havnt let colton [my crazy cousin] talk me into smoking! yayy!!!
i havnt let ANYONE at all, talk me into drinking and or having pre meridal sex!
i have not cut myself in over four months!
i got another kiss ON THE LIPS from my awesome boyfriend! and it was in front of alot of people too....*blush*

but yeah, the only thing dragging me down today is my hurting legs...you ever get a really really bad head ache? well, try havning it focused on other parts of your body! it HURTS!

my mom went over to my aunts house to exersise! what is it with people and exerising this year???
i even tried to do some tie-chi
and then there was that freaky lower body work out thing me and my little brother tried...i was sore the next day...

i havnt been updating my manuscript lately. im running out of good ideas...but ill get over it soon, i hope. it would suck if writers block ended my career before it really began.
but anyway, my X-boy friend kenny started to show off one of my previously givin up on mauscripts, and people actually said they would pay to help me publish it!

i dont really think im good at much, but people like to contradict me all the time.
i say i need to work on my anime, they say im already at perfection.
i say that my singing sucks, they remind me i won 100 bucks for 1st place in a tallent show.
i say that i cant write stories, they say that im really good!

see how that works? its like, reverse sphycoligy [SP???] or something like that...

but anyway, i dont have my handy dandy book of lyrics right now...and my legs arnt up to getting it, so you'll have to go without a love song for today!!!

JOHN!!! SING THE SONG FROM MY LAST POST TO LYNN!!! SHE WILL ADORE YOU FOREVERZ!!!