yeah, today was pretty strange. i got to see heidi for the first time in like, two months. but than she dissapeared and didnt come back! again. HEIDI I MISS YOU!!!
yeah, and jessica made it a point to try and embarass me all day...whenever john was around anyway...and so did harly. grrrr....tell me its not akward to have a member of your own sex tell you you have soft boobs...infront of someone your trying to converse with. it really sucked.
i had somethin i wasnt to ask him...oh well, at least i got the hug out of it...but yeah, of all the rotten luck. i guess is goes with this time of the month....yeeesh....the dreaded time of the month that the woman becomes evil. the children run in terror. the big dog hides under the coutch!
run run run!!! she wile devoure you!!!!
srsly, dont tick me off for the rest of the week....for i am evil untile monday...hopefully...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
or maybe i ate too much...
omg thursday was greate! i always eat too much and end up hitting the sheets early.
this year the hole family went over to my 26 year old cousin scooter's house for thanks giving dinner!!!
omg, yes we where all bummed by the absence of my grandma beverly meeker who died last year of cancer. take a moment of silence in her honor plz.
okay! well anyway there was a bunch of awesomeness food and yummy sweets! i do beleive i gained some weight. i was previously 135 pounds and now i feel like, frickin 141 pounds!
.....i is a cow.....
but yeah, it fellt nice to get out and not think about home life for a while. i even tried to get my mom to let me stay at scoot's house that night so i could watch a bunch of their awesome movies...but...mom was being mom and saud no.
but hey, the day before that, my mom reseaved a notice call from child protective servisis!
someone called them and is trying to get me and my little brother takin away from our home!
what the Frick!
anyways, i am practising my streight face...i am so not mentally imbalanced or whatever that means!
ttyl!
this year the hole family went over to my 26 year old cousin scooter's house for thanks giving dinner!!!
omg, yes we where all bummed by the absence of my grandma beverly meeker who died last year of cancer. take a moment of silence in her honor plz.
okay! well anyway there was a bunch of awesomeness food and yummy sweets! i do beleive i gained some weight. i was previously 135 pounds and now i feel like, frickin 141 pounds!
.....i is a cow.....
but yeah, it fellt nice to get out and not think about home life for a while. i even tried to get my mom to let me stay at scoot's house that night so i could watch a bunch of their awesome movies...but...mom was being mom and saud no.
but hey, the day before that, my mom reseaved a notice call from child protective servisis!
someone called them and is trying to get me and my little brother takin away from our home!
what the Frick!
anyways, i am practising my streight face...i am so not mentally imbalanced or whatever that means!
ttyl!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
TWILIGHT!!!
omg omg omg i got to see twilight on monday and it was the bestest movie ever! filled with love and suspence, and it followed the book! yay!!! i cant wate for the second movie to come out! its freaking awesome! but at least i got to see the movie, so im not depressed any more!!!
but yeah, moms at work and im home with my little brother...the little brat does everything to annoy me....but im also writing this awesome story called mid winter moon, and its sooo cool so far.
the weird part of today was when i got this like, huge cut on my shoulder..............heheh....i was curiouse as to what my blood tasted like when it wasnt coming from some stupid paper cut or somethin, so i experimented. but yeah, i took a razor blade to my shoulder and like, cut it. my blood fell into this like, tea cup thing, and then i clotted the rest of it with paper towel...but yeah...it was like, a combunation of sweet and saulty...but it was deliciously warm....
okay, i know im a freak. no need to like, decapitate me for it. but hey, i grew up in a weird ass family! i has excuses!!!
but yeah, moms at work and im home with my little brother...the little brat does everything to annoy me....but im also writing this awesome story called mid winter moon, and its sooo cool so far.
the weird part of today was when i got this like, huge cut on my shoulder..............heheh....i was curiouse as to what my blood tasted like when it wasnt coming from some stupid paper cut or somethin, so i experimented. but yeah, i took a razor blade to my shoulder and like, cut it. my blood fell into this like, tea cup thing, and then i clotted the rest of it with paper towel...but yeah...it was like, a combunation of sweet and saulty...but it was deliciously warm....
okay, i know im a freak. no need to like, decapitate me for it. but hey, i grew up in a weird ass family! i has excuses!!!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
funny memories
yeah, i was just looking through some of my photo's. i found a bunch of really funny ones of me and my friend sam trying to prove to my mom how bad we look. it was funny. but yeah, i dug up a few pics of me and sam looking like freaking dead people from that horrer flick The Ring.
i dont know how to put up pictures on this here fancy web site, so ill discribe it. i have unkept hair and i look tierd. my green eyes are starring right at the camera and my hair is covering one side of my face. i am not smiling. sam's looks the same. exept she has no red tint to her hair.
if anyone would like to tell me how to put of pics, i would be overly joyfull.
the other pic is of me just starring at the camera. sam tried to take a pic of me in a bad mood...
i look like a bear...and not the cuddly kind if you get my drift. ^_^
but yeah, i just posted this for a lack of anything better to do but be a slave to my five year old little brother who thinks that life is all about what he wants. yep...he is just like his fucking lunatick father...oh well, hopefully he will grow out of it....
i dont know how to put up pictures on this here fancy web site, so ill discribe it. i have unkept hair and i look tierd. my green eyes are starring right at the camera and my hair is covering one side of my face. i am not smiling. sam's looks the same. exept she has no red tint to her hair.
if anyone would like to tell me how to put of pics, i would be overly joyfull.
the other pic is of me just starring at the camera. sam tried to take a pic of me in a bad mood...
i look like a bear...and not the cuddly kind if you get my drift. ^_^
but yeah, i just posted this for a lack of anything better to do but be a slave to my five year old little brother who thinks that life is all about what he wants. yep...he is just like his fucking lunatick father...oh well, hopefully he will grow out of it....
maybe it was an omen
okay, yesterday after i posted the thing about being ticked, i got a call from my aunt nesse.
she said that she would drive us all into the movie. she picked us up and drove us to her house so she could drop of my cousin coltons friend brandon. so when we finally headed to the movie, her brakes blew out!
we had to turn the truck around and go back to her house!
so, not only was i pissed...i was freaking sad. i love thwe twilight books and my one goal in life is to see the movie....actually i have another goal but im not gonna tell you....heidi might know tho....
heidi if your reading this, may i suggest that you dont tell anyone what my other goal is?
but anyway i spent half of the night at my aunts house drinking tea and playing Sims.
...than uncle tonny finally grew the strength to get off his ass and drive me and my little brother home. my aunt nesse carefully drove my mother home in the brakeless blue truck.
so after that, i grumbled a little bit, than i went to bed. now i am sitting here waiting for my buss to church to come pick me up. beleive it or not, i am wearing a skirt. i look nice i think...but i havnt brushed my hair yet...or put on my eye liner....i might skip that...
see ya!
she said that she would drive us all into the movie. she picked us up and drove us to her house so she could drop of my cousin coltons friend brandon. so when we finally headed to the movie, her brakes blew out!
we had to turn the truck around and go back to her house!
so, not only was i pissed...i was freaking sad. i love thwe twilight books and my one goal in life is to see the movie....actually i have another goal but im not gonna tell you....heidi might know tho....
heidi if your reading this, may i suggest that you dont tell anyone what my other goal is?
but anyway i spent half of the night at my aunts house drinking tea and playing Sims.
...than uncle tonny finally grew the strength to get off his ass and drive me and my little brother home. my aunt nesse carefully drove my mother home in the brakeless blue truck.
so after that, i grumbled a little bit, than i went to bed. now i am sitting here waiting for my buss to church to come pick me up. beleive it or not, i am wearing a skirt. i look nice i think...but i havnt brushed my hair yet...or put on my eye liner....i might skip that...
see ya!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
now im just ticked
okay, it is saterday and i was supposed to the movies yestserday. but mom had to go to work. well, on her way to work yesterday, she got a flat tier. now today, remember my last post, how i was so damn happy!? well, she just got done telling me that i am not going to the movies today, and every ounce if depression that deminished now is back, and i am fueled only by freaking rage at the freaking truck! i cant go sunday, and with my luck i wont go on monday. mom has work on tuesday. so, i jinxed myself, i allowed myself to be happy for one seconed and everything got ruined. i was smacked down from my happy place and now im pissed.
life is full of ups and downs
yesterday i depressed, today i am full of joy! maybe its because i get to go see the new movie twilight in theaters! i wouldnt doubt it, but i will write about how t went later tonight! im going to see it at seven pm. i will be in bellaire.
but anyway, other than that, i just finished a book from the 'Dragons in our midst' seriese. it was the first book titled 'Raising Dragons'. it is about a boy who discovers his father is a dragon. he and his friend bonnie, who is also half dragon, are chased by a mad man named devin, who beleives he s a knight sent to kill the remaining dragons. and on their journey, they pick up new friends. walter foley, billy's [the dagon boy] best friends from school. and mr. hamilton, the brittish history teacher. together they are trying to fullfill the prophasy thingy and like, save dragons.
this is a christain story, although it may not seem like one, but it is full of bible verses and people talking about faith in the lord. it actually did alot to lift my spirits!
but yes, i will be looking for book two 'The Candlestone'. and soon after that, i will be reading the third book!
i just love to read!!!....and i like to write too, but who cares about that?
but anyway, other than that, i just finished a book from the 'Dragons in our midst' seriese. it was the first book titled 'Raising Dragons'. it is about a boy who discovers his father is a dragon. he and his friend bonnie, who is also half dragon, are chased by a mad man named devin, who beleives he s a knight sent to kill the remaining dragons. and on their journey, they pick up new friends. walter foley, billy's [the dagon boy] best friends from school. and mr. hamilton, the brittish history teacher. together they are trying to fullfill the prophasy thingy and like, save dragons.
this is a christain story, although it may not seem like one, but it is full of bible verses and people talking about faith in the lord. it actually did alot to lift my spirits!
but yes, i will be looking for book two 'The Candlestone'. and soon after that, i will be reading the third book!
i just love to read!!!....and i like to write too, but who cares about that?
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