NEW! [insert sparkles]

as you can tell from the rather sparkling title, there have been some changes in my life. and i feel like reminising. i have no idea how to spell that word. . .
but yes, so much has changed in the last year or two. like last summer my life was hell and it just seemed to be a spinning mess. and then i went to this camp. i got saved for real, and i met some unforgettable friends. some of which i dont ever want to forget, and some that i think i might have already forgotten.
i met taylor and heidi west. if i ever needed some girl advise, i would probably go to heidi.
i met cayleb flaharty. i havnt seen him around lately. him and his girlfriend are really busy. last i hear they were getting married. i dont know if they have broken it off yet. im not sure if its a good or bad thing.
and i met john pavlick. um, not much to say there except he has prbably weasled his way into my best friends list, and then placed himself at the very tip top. i dont talk to him alot, cos he is very busy with his life at the moment, but i really dont want him to just. . .fade away. . .like the rest of the people seem to be doing. but if he does, i think i have him completely burned into my memory. i think without him i wouldhave already bled to death. . .[shiver]

and then when mom and andy broke up again and me and mom went to live in central lake after a long series of moving around. i met several people here. for a while i didnt meet anyone because i wasnt aloud out of the house without mother, but since james [my brother] is back in the house, i have been alowed to go places with him.
i have met some small people, but really not anyone important. kayla haladay is prolly the most important in school, and hailey bullock. and sometimes kayla straight. she is therwe when i need her in math class. ^_^
robert and lee also, but i dont see them often.
lee is like the best girlfriend ever, i love him even when he loves guys!
robert is a shy and quiet little mastermind. he knows everything about computers and such things. he a big teddy bear too!!!

and just recently i have aquired some ibnteresting new friends.
i am still working of dillan cary. he is a tall dark and hot 16 year old. hell, he looks 21 though i swear! the dude is 6,1 !!!

and then i met Nathen. . .he is a very small and annoying little 12 year old. 4,7. sometimes i think he and dillan or joined at the hip. doing freaky stunts around the small town.

and also in the equation is Patrick Pequette. he is utterly average, but probably my favorite in this group. he is 5,9 and 17 years old. i hang with him more than i do thwe others, and i feel comfortable. he is probably my brothers first guy friend in this town. he is a major smartass, but when i say something highly inteligent that he doesnt understand, he admits it. he is very attached to me. he looks at me like im something nice and tasty to eat. and he usualy chooses ti hang with me over his other buddies. i have made out with this guy on numerous occasions, but it hasnt gotten too far. . .we were interupted before it could.

but yes, i have found a group that i can hang with, and i have found a place to hang with them.
there are two places i know about so far. there is "the toilet" which consists of a ditch, a few tree's, and a broken toilet in the ditch.
and then there is the ruins. it is an old burned diown train station from the early 1900's. all that is left is a few of the concreat walls. tree's have gronw all around the little place. its actually very interesting.
i havent really seen any of the other hide aways yet, but im sure pat will show me sooner or later.

see ya all!