a song to describe

i have a song for my big brother john pavlick. it might not describe everything, but it is close to what i want to say.

Green day. "time of your life"

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time

Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.


have a good life john, come and visit, and dont forget your scatter brained little sister from central lake. im glad your making it somewhere in your life. you might be moving away from your friends and your mother, but your walking intoa new chapter of life. your still young, so please make the best of the life you have ahead of you, and dont forget the previouse chapters. say hello to your big bro for me. i dont know the guy, but just say it anyways.

and email me you niglecting son of a bitch! [no i was not insulting your mother.] do you know what it does to me when you dont email me? i think your forgetting me! and i dont want to be forgotten by the only big brother that has ever treated me right!

send me emails with pics and music and whatever other junk you want. if you ever need to talk, im here, just like every other one of your friends. i can do anything that they can. including play the guitar,piano, write manga and books, draw awesome pics and everything! and i promise i might let you see whats becoming of me in pics too. make your life john, dont break it at a hot dog stand or a mcdonalds. . .that might make you fat. naahh, never mind. you move around too much to get fat.