okay, im sooo sorry its been like a month since i have updated, and in that last month alot has happened. alot of drama and alot of shit.
well, me and patrick are in a hardspot. my mother found out out about our relationship, and im not aloud out of the house without an adult every day now. patrick got his job back tat he lost because of me and he is working every day all day and making good money. but we havent been seeing eachother lately. a few nights he has spent outside with me in secret, but that didnt last either. since he got a job. and then his own mo9ther said that he wasnt aloud to date me anymore or she would call the cops on him or kick him outof the house.so now he is working hard so he can get a house. byut the other day my friend lee told me that patrick had a new girlfriend. i confronted hm about it and he said hat he only saw her once, and it was for his mothers sake. he said he wouldnt be seeing her again. despite our recentfights over stupid shit, he still can say he loves me and he still tells me godnight. i think he will be coming over soon to a party we are havin for the older folk. he was invited for my sake i beleive.but anyway. i dont think we are dating or waiting for eachother anymore. i think we might get back ogether when he has his own place, but not until he realizes that whn you wait for someone, regardless of if you thinkyour mother is suspiciouse, you dont date other girls!
especialy not you best friends ex girlfriend.
but yeah, today i went to traverse city and got a few pars of pants and makeup with a hair straightener. i have lost a awesome amoutn of weight, although i think i gained soem after eating burger king...
and i went to an awesome fun corse today and rode the very large zip line and gt the pleasure of seeing the young workers on the zipline flirt with me. ^_^
im downloading a few songs from grease on blubster too, and enjoing myself very much.
TTYL!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
3: 23 AM
it is now 3:24 Am in the morning, i just got done talking to my man on the meebo IM, and i cant sleep because my broither herd some mysterious foot steps out side of the bathroom. and no one but us is in the house. and sicne that wouldnt be my only encounter with a misterious happening in my house past midnight, i am awake and alert and im going to fall asleep tomarow in the middle fot he road!
i am now going to tell you of my adventure at the dental office this fine. . .well, yesterday morning. it really wasnt all that bad. i have descovered that i have a few cavities. not bad ones, just minor ones that can be easily fixed. my poor little brother on the other hand is a different story. he got. . .cavity fillers. . .i just had my teeth cleaned!
and well, afterwards they put some icky florite in my mouth, and as soon as i got home i brushed it out even if they told me not too.
and then my man was being my savior and gave me a much deserved cigerette after i got into town. and then he finaly let me take a picture of his face, and a few of us together, and then he had a blast taking pic's of me on his phone, which he is going to try and put on myspace.
so when i get phone minutes i will be posting some pictures of the guy i am in love with. and be warned, as cute and hot and sexy as i think he is, you might not think so. but i think you all will like him. lol.
ima gona make a quick description of him. . .just so you get an ideah, because when i get minutes. . .well, that will be a LONG time from now. trust me.
PATRICK PAQUETTE [pat-rick peck-et]
age: 17
birth: 2-10-92
body: skinny/muscular
hair: short/dark brown
eye color: BROWN
accesories: glasses
he always weares baggy clothes. and he ties his shoes really tight. he always seems to be ducking in and out of the view of people he knows.
but yeah. im tired and i can barely stand. i need to go to bed now, ttyl!!!
i am now going to tell you of my adventure at the dental office this fine. . .well, yesterday morning. it really wasnt all that bad. i have descovered that i have a few cavities. not bad ones, just minor ones that can be easily fixed. my poor little brother on the other hand is a different story. he got. . .cavity fillers. . .i just had my teeth cleaned!
and well, afterwards they put some icky florite in my mouth, and as soon as i got home i brushed it out even if they told me not too.
and then my man was being my savior and gave me a much deserved cigerette after i got into town. and then he finaly let me take a picture of his face, and a few of us together, and then he had a blast taking pic's of me on his phone, which he is going to try and put on myspace.
so when i get phone minutes i will be posting some pictures of the guy i am in love with. and be warned, as cute and hot and sexy as i think he is, you might not think so. but i think you all will like him. lol.
ima gona make a quick description of him. . .just so you get an ideah, because when i get minutes. . .well, that will be a LONG time from now. trust me.
PATRICK PAQUETTE [pat-rick peck-et]
age: 17
birth: 2-10-92
body: skinny/muscular
hair: short/dark brown
eye color: BROWN
accesories: glasses
he always weares baggy clothes. and he ties his shoes really tight. he always seems to be ducking in and out of the view of people he knows.
but yeah. im tired and i can barely stand. i need to go to bed now, ttyl!!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
DREADED DENTIST
yes dear readers. . .i am indeed going tot he dentist today. for the very first time in my life. and just so you all know, i have lives 13 and a half years on the planit earth, in the country known as america in the middle of the state of michigan in the small village known as central lake, whick is located in antrim county. does that narrow things down a little?
well, my father and my boy friend have made it a point to run down my minutes on my cell phone, and i already had trouble keeping minutes on my phone to begin with, so my plan is to get a damn job, raise and save money to get a cell phone and pay monthly for unlimited texting. yes yes it all sounds great, and i have yet to search for the catch! and if i cant pay for unlimited texting, i suppose id just get a real phone so i can at least have an awesome ringtone. ^_^
and this morning i am off to the dentist! this will be my very first trip, and its only to get my teeth checked and cleaned i do beleive. im not scared or anything. im just a little curious, and i might get scared if the guy points a drill at my teeth and yells "root canal!" and then id scream and bolt from the room all the way two town over and then jump into the arms of a still sleeping patrick paquette who will role over onto the floor and wake up and start yelling, and then he will notice im there, get out a pack of his fav cigerettes and ask when the dream will end.
how is that for a detailed fortune telling???
well, i wouldhave posted pic's of me and my man, but sadly he is picture shy. i have two very sexy pictures of him without his shirt, but it doesnt show his face.
and dear lynn i dont want to scar your eyes wih pictures of men half naked!
and john i know you are not gay, even if the things you say and how you say them might seem a little homosexual. i love you!!! *smiles really big*
i havent been doing much this past week. i have only lost the books i got from the library, gone to the lake with my boyfriend without my mothers permission and failed to update my twitter every day. and now i am out of text minutes so i cant take pics and post them up here.
but alas dear readers, i must depart from you now, for i have to make my little brothers bath.
BUBBLES!!!
well, my father and my boy friend have made it a point to run down my minutes on my cell phone, and i already had trouble keeping minutes on my phone to begin with, so my plan is to get a damn job, raise and save money to get a cell phone and pay monthly for unlimited texting. yes yes it all sounds great, and i have yet to search for the catch! and if i cant pay for unlimited texting, i suppose id just get a real phone so i can at least have an awesome ringtone. ^_^
and this morning i am off to the dentist! this will be my very first trip, and its only to get my teeth checked and cleaned i do beleive. im not scared or anything. im just a little curious, and i might get scared if the guy points a drill at my teeth and yells "root canal!" and then id scream and bolt from the room all the way two town over and then jump into the arms of a still sleeping patrick paquette who will role over onto the floor and wake up and start yelling, and then he will notice im there, get out a pack of his fav cigerettes and ask when the dream will end.
how is that for a detailed fortune telling???
well, i wouldhave posted pic's of me and my man, but sadly he is picture shy. i have two very sexy pictures of him without his shirt, but it doesnt show his face.
and dear lynn i dont want to scar your eyes wih pictures of men half naked!
and john i know you are not gay, even if the things you say and how you say them might seem a little homosexual. i love you!!! *smiles really big*
i havent been doing much this past week. i have only lost the books i got from the library, gone to the lake with my boyfriend without my mothers permission and failed to update my twitter every day. and now i am out of text minutes so i cant take pics and post them up here.
but alas dear readers, i must depart from you now, for i have to make my little brothers bath.
BUBBLES!!!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
KARMA. . .
well, i should kick myself for letting my weekly blog posts turn into my monthly blog posts, because alot of interesting things have happened.
pat officaily became my boyfriend two weeks ago, and yes i have shared myself with him already, and he has not lost interest in me so far, in fact he says he cant waot until i grow up so he can steal me from my mother. lol. i cant say i would be terribly unhappy about that theft.
i am still half asleep here to bare with me, i am doing a quick blog post before going to church today. as attached to pat as i am, i havnt been skipping out on church. exept last week i was bit on the wrist by kyle AGAIN for the 300th time, and then shortly after he grabbed my hanmd and punched me in the face with it, resulting in a bloody lip. can you imagin what i looked like with running eyeliner and a bloody lip? VAMPIRE!!!
and just yesterday, since pat broke his ankle again and we had nothing to do because his ankle was broke and he couldnt do much himself, we picked a random abandoned house for sale to sit around. we picked a nice comfy spot on the back porch and stayed there until we got caught!
and then while james searched around the house for his head phones he had lost, pat decided to lay in the middle of the road. yes people, i did drag him out of the way of the green truck that was coming, that just so happened to be my cousin howards. [aka scooter]
we ended up staying over at his house for the remainder of our time, were i was bit my a jerble, and they played vidio games.
i was sitting on a small chair facing a jerble while pat sat next to me in another chair. the jerble was cute, and i wanted to touch it, and scooter said i could. so i picked it up, forgetting that the nice jerble had died, and that this was the mean one. i held it for a minute and let it sniff my finger, and then it BIT me. i watched and didnt make a sound as the blood oozed up from its teeth and streamed down my finger, and then my arm. then it released me, and the blood flow thickened. pat started laughing really hard, and scooter came over, examined my finger, told the jerble "good boy" and said the blood was "wicked!"
and then i went to the bathroom and washed it out, and when the blood wouldnt stop, i simply put it in my mouth. i walked outside because my finger was throbbing and hurting, and pat follows me and is still laughing. i growl, and he gets a look at my bloody teeth, and then he starts trying to takle pictures with his phone. i escape him and sit down in the living room watching my brother and scooter playing vidio games.
and then pat sat in the chair behind me and we chatted while they played, until the end when we faced eachother in guitar hero 3.
he beat me, but i was using a guitar and he was using the stupid controler. and he put us on expert! im a strictly hard person. not expert. which is why i lost.
but then i gave pat a final kiss and headed home because it was 7 and time for me to go home. and he had to see his mom for something.
thats all really, im just sitting here at my computer typing this out and waiting for the church buss to get here so that kyle can abuse me some more. . .
see ya later!
pat officaily became my boyfriend two weeks ago, and yes i have shared myself with him already, and he has not lost interest in me so far, in fact he says he cant waot until i grow up so he can steal me from my mother. lol. i cant say i would be terribly unhappy about that theft.
i am still half asleep here to bare with me, i am doing a quick blog post before going to church today. as attached to pat as i am, i havnt been skipping out on church. exept last week i was bit on the wrist by kyle AGAIN for the 300th time, and then shortly after he grabbed my hanmd and punched me in the face with it, resulting in a bloody lip. can you imagin what i looked like with running eyeliner and a bloody lip? VAMPIRE!!!
and just yesterday, since pat broke his ankle again and we had nothing to do because his ankle was broke and he couldnt do much himself, we picked a random abandoned house for sale to sit around. we picked a nice comfy spot on the back porch and stayed there until we got caught!
and then while james searched around the house for his head phones he had lost, pat decided to lay in the middle of the road. yes people, i did drag him out of the way of the green truck that was coming, that just so happened to be my cousin howards. [aka scooter]
we ended up staying over at his house for the remainder of our time, were i was bit my a jerble, and they played vidio games.
i was sitting on a small chair facing a jerble while pat sat next to me in another chair. the jerble was cute, and i wanted to touch it, and scooter said i could. so i picked it up, forgetting that the nice jerble had died, and that this was the mean one. i held it for a minute and let it sniff my finger, and then it BIT me. i watched and didnt make a sound as the blood oozed up from its teeth and streamed down my finger, and then my arm. then it released me, and the blood flow thickened. pat started laughing really hard, and scooter came over, examined my finger, told the jerble "good boy" and said the blood was "wicked!"
and then i went to the bathroom and washed it out, and when the blood wouldnt stop, i simply put it in my mouth. i walked outside because my finger was throbbing and hurting, and pat follows me and is still laughing. i growl, and he gets a look at my bloody teeth, and then he starts trying to takle pictures with his phone. i escape him and sit down in the living room watching my brother and scooter playing vidio games.
and then pat sat in the chair behind me and we chatted while they played, until the end when we faced eachother in guitar hero 3.
he beat me, but i was using a guitar and he was using the stupid controler. and he put us on expert! im a strictly hard person. not expert. which is why i lost.
but then i gave pat a final kiss and headed home because it was 7 and time for me to go home. and he had to see his mom for something.
thats all really, im just sitting here at my computer typing this out and waiting for the church buss to get here so that kyle can abuse me some more. . .
see ya later!
Monday, July 6, 2009
NEW! [insert sparkles]
as you can tell from the rather sparkling title, there have been some changes in my life. and i feel like reminising. i have no idea how to spell that word. . .
but yes, so much has changed in the last year or two. like last summer my life was hell and it just seemed to be a spinning mess. and then i went to this camp. i got saved for real, and i met some unforgettable friends. some of which i dont ever want to forget, and some that i think i might have already forgotten.
i met taylor and heidi west. if i ever needed some girl advise, i would probably go to heidi.
i met cayleb flaharty. i havnt seen him around lately. him and his girlfriend are really busy. last i hear they were getting married. i dont know if they have broken it off yet. im not sure if its a good or bad thing.
and i met john pavlick. um, not much to say there except he has prbably weasled his way into my best friends list, and then placed himself at the very tip top. i dont talk to him alot, cos he is very busy with his life at the moment, but i really dont want him to just. . .fade away. . .like the rest of the people seem to be doing. but if he does, i think i have him completely burned into my memory. i think without him i wouldhave already bled to death. . .[shiver]
and then when mom and andy broke up again and me and mom went to live in central lake after a long series of moving around. i met several people here. for a while i didnt meet anyone because i wasnt aloud out of the house without mother, but since james [my brother] is back in the house, i have been alowed to go places with him.
i have met some small people, but really not anyone important. kayla haladay is prolly the most important in school, and hailey bullock. and sometimes kayla straight. she is therwe when i need her in math class. ^_^
robert and lee also, but i dont see them often.
lee is like the best girlfriend ever, i love him even when he loves guys!
robert is a shy and quiet little mastermind. he knows everything about computers and such things. he a big teddy bear too!!!
and just recently i have aquired some ibnteresting new friends.
i am still working of dillan cary. he is a tall dark and hot 16 year old. hell, he looks 21 though i swear! the dude is 6,1 !!!
and then i met Nathen. . .he is a very small and annoying little 12 year old. 4,7. sometimes i think he and dillan or joined at the hip. doing freaky stunts around the small town.
and also in the equation is Patrick Pequette. he is utterly average, but probably my favorite in this group. he is 5,9 and 17 years old. i hang with him more than i do thwe others, and i feel comfortable. he is probably my brothers first guy friend in this town. he is a major smartass, but when i say something highly inteligent that he doesnt understand, he admits it. he is very attached to me. he looks at me like im something nice and tasty to eat. and he usualy chooses ti hang with me over his other buddies. i have made out with this guy on numerous occasions, but it hasnt gotten too far. . .we were interupted before it could.
but yes, i have found a group that i can hang with, and i have found a place to hang with them.
there are two places i know about so far. there is "the toilet" which consists of a ditch, a few tree's, and a broken toilet in the ditch.
and then there is the ruins. it is an old burned diown train station from the early 1900's. all that is left is a few of the concreat walls. tree's have gronw all around the little place. its actually very interesting.
i havent really seen any of the other hide aways yet, but im sure pat will show me sooner or later.
see ya all!
but yes, so much has changed in the last year or two. like last summer my life was hell and it just seemed to be a spinning mess. and then i went to this camp. i got saved for real, and i met some unforgettable friends. some of which i dont ever want to forget, and some that i think i might have already forgotten.
i met taylor and heidi west. if i ever needed some girl advise, i would probably go to heidi.
i met cayleb flaharty. i havnt seen him around lately. him and his girlfriend are really busy. last i hear they were getting married. i dont know if they have broken it off yet. im not sure if its a good or bad thing.
and i met john pavlick. um, not much to say there except he has prbably weasled his way into my best friends list, and then placed himself at the very tip top. i dont talk to him alot, cos he is very busy with his life at the moment, but i really dont want him to just. . .fade away. . .like the rest of the people seem to be doing. but if he does, i think i have him completely burned into my memory. i think without him i wouldhave already bled to death. . .[shiver]
and then when mom and andy broke up again and me and mom went to live in central lake after a long series of moving around. i met several people here. for a while i didnt meet anyone because i wasnt aloud out of the house without mother, but since james [my brother] is back in the house, i have been alowed to go places with him.
i have met some small people, but really not anyone important. kayla haladay is prolly the most important in school, and hailey bullock. and sometimes kayla straight. she is therwe when i need her in math class. ^_^
robert and lee also, but i dont see them often.
lee is like the best girlfriend ever, i love him even when he loves guys!
robert is a shy and quiet little mastermind. he knows everything about computers and such things. he a big teddy bear too!!!
and just recently i have aquired some ibnteresting new friends.
i am still working of dillan cary. he is a tall dark and hot 16 year old. hell, he looks 21 though i swear! the dude is 6,1 !!!
and then i met Nathen. . .he is a very small and annoying little 12 year old. 4,7. sometimes i think he and dillan or joined at the hip. doing freaky stunts around the small town.
and also in the equation is Patrick Pequette. he is utterly average, but probably my favorite in this group. he is 5,9 and 17 years old. i hang with him more than i do thwe others, and i feel comfortable. he is probably my brothers first guy friend in this town. he is a major smartass, but when i say something highly inteligent that he doesnt understand, he admits it. he is very attached to me. he looks at me like im something nice and tasty to eat. and he usualy chooses ti hang with me over his other buddies. i have made out with this guy on numerous occasions, but it hasnt gotten too far. . .we were interupted before it could.
but yes, i have found a group that i can hang with, and i have found a place to hang with them.
there are two places i know about so far. there is "the toilet" which consists of a ditch, a few tree's, and a broken toilet in the ditch.
and then there is the ruins. it is an old burned diown train station from the early 1900's. all that is left is a few of the concreat walls. tree's have gronw all around the little place. its actually very interesting.
i havent really seen any of the other hide aways yet, but im sure pat will show me sooner or later.
see ya all!
Friday, July 3, 2009
um. . .
yeah, ya know how i said i was dating jordan? well, that didnt last long. . .
we are so done with.
we are so done with.
Monday, June 29, 2009
LOL
well, i have news that none of you have ever heard of! ever in your life times. and i now that all of my readers no me to be that one person who shoots down every boy in the area to avoid trouble yes? [readers boo and say no.]
well, haha, i am now dating jordan peterson. he is a tall 14 ywear old that could pass for 18, and had long dark brown hair and nice skin, and he kinda looks like harry potter!
haha, i have been dating him for a week, and we have tal;ked on the phone seven hours a day, and then we went swimming together! [and i aquired some nasty swimmers itch]
he works in a family owned bakery, and has money for college and money for spending and all of that good stuff. he is awesome and nice and not like any of them other jerk offs i have dated.
[readers close eyes and shake heads] lol, ttyl, i have nothing more to say at the moment!
well, haha, i am now dating jordan peterson. he is a tall 14 ywear old that could pass for 18, and had long dark brown hair and nice skin, and he kinda looks like harry potter!
haha, i have been dating him for a week, and we have tal;ked on the phone seven hours a day, and then we went swimming together! [and i aquired some nasty swimmers itch]
he works in a family owned bakery, and has money for college and money for spending and all of that good stuff. he is awesome and nice and not like any of them other jerk offs i have dated.
[readers close eyes and shake heads] lol, ttyl, i have nothing more to say at the moment!
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