im back!

well, it seems that the quarrell with me and torrie is over and done with. i have proved myself a rather mature person, with my high grammer skills and my way of communicating, but torrie has also told me that i have some things to grow up on. i am an uneven person, while my mind is smart, i seem to be holding myself back in the way of reputation. i have been so worried about what people think about me, that i seem to have braught myself down to their level of thinking, thus making retarded and embarassing attitude, second nature, and i have lost the respect of the ones i wanted to impress. i had just the opposite effect. furthermore, i am done using stupid language and stuping to the level of those little retards that beleive that they are better than I. i will now be being me and only me, and despite what the others think, i will carry on being me.

and now that my very touching speech is in fact over, i will tell you all of the journey i have had this past week. . .
well, i have discovered yet another wonderfull band via youtube. TOKIO HOTEL. they are simply amazing in every way possible. they seem to have a song for everything and every mood one person is in.
weather they are suicidal, rebeliouse, in love, or just happy and content, tokio hotel has a song for them. they have become famouse all over the world, in places including isreal!
the poeple love this group of four teenagers, that started their career simply writing lyrics at the tender age of seven years old when their parrents devorced, the kaulitz twins then started their band. they gathered the bass guitarist and the drumer at a show they did, and then became famous all around their home country of germany.

the band members consist of the kaulitz twins, bill and tom kaulitz, and gaustav and georg.
bill is the lead singer [he looks like a girl]
tom is the guitarist [looks like a gangster]
gaustav i beleive is on bass
and georg is on drums

i have a favourite song i will be posting on this blog, and i think you will enjoy its meaning as much as i have.

TOKIO HOTEL : "DONT JUMP"

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long

Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you