Remember how i said i was content and happy with chris and patrick and friends and all that? Well it was true, and i let my feelings get the better of me and i let patrick start being my lover again, and now all the sudden he's giving me the silent treatment again! I just flippin got over this whole episode! i need help!
Please please please pray for me! i really need him, idc if its as a friend or a lover, i just need him in my life! ive been constantly praying for this, begging and asking god to answer my prayers! I even called him out on what he said in the bible! you know? Ask and you shall receive? I beleived fully that he would answer my prayer, but he hasnt!
Im getting all sorts of scatter brained and all that, and i dont know what to do! please please please pray for me!!!!!
