LOL

well, i have news that none of you have ever heard of! ever in your life times. and i now that all of my readers no me to be that one person who shoots down every boy in the area to avoid trouble yes? [readers boo and say no.]
well, haha, i am now dating jordan peterson. he is a tall 14 ywear old that could pass for 18, and had long dark brown hair and nice skin, and he kinda looks like harry potter!
haha, i have been dating him for a week, and we have tal;ked on the phone seven hours a day, and then we went swimming together! [and i aquired some nasty swimmers itch]
he works in a family owned bakery, and has money for college and money for spending and all of that good stuff. he is awesome and nice and not like any of them other jerk offs i have dated.
[readers close eyes and shake heads] lol, ttyl, i have nothing more to say at the moment!

im back!

well, it seems that the quarrell with me and torrie is over and done with. i have proved myself a rather mature person, with my high grammer skills and my way of communicating, but torrie has also told me that i have some things to grow up on. i am an uneven person, while my mind is smart, i seem to be holding myself back in the way of reputation. i have been so worried about what people think about me, that i seem to have braught myself down to their level of thinking, thus making retarded and embarassing attitude, second nature, and i have lost the respect of the ones i wanted to impress. i had just the opposite effect. furthermore, i am done using stupid language and stuping to the level of those little retards that beleive that they are better than I. i will now be being me and only me, and despite what the others think, i will carry on being me.

and now that my very touching speech is in fact over, i will tell you all of the journey i have had this past week. . .
well, i have discovered yet another wonderfull band via youtube. TOKIO HOTEL. they are simply amazing in every way possible. they seem to have a song for everything and every mood one person is in.
weather they are suicidal, rebeliouse, in love, or just happy and content, tokio hotel has a song for them. they have become famouse all over the world, in places including isreal!
the poeple love this group of four teenagers, that started their career simply writing lyrics at the tender age of seven years old when their parrents devorced, the kaulitz twins then started their band. they gathered the bass guitarist and the drumer at a show they did, and then became famous all around their home country of germany.

the band members consist of the kaulitz twins, bill and tom kaulitz, and gaustav and georg.
bill is the lead singer [he looks like a girl]
tom is the guitarist [looks like a gangster]
gaustav i beleive is on bass
and georg is on drums

i have a favourite song i will be posting on this blog, and i think you will enjoy its meaning as much as i have.

TOKIO HOTEL : "DONT JUMP"

On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump

You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump

I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long

Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump

I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you

CAR SHOW!!!

well, yesterday i went to this awesomely stellar car show. there was some pretty hot cars that when they purred to life, it was almost orgasmic. lol.

i was a happy girl yesterday.

i saw corvets, vipers, mustangs, GT's, bugs, and even motercycles! you see, central lake is a turist village. almost everyone from down state comes up to central lake and bellaire to see torch lake. and because of the three most beautiful towns in michigan happen to be on torch lake, those towns are packed during the summer with all kinds of people

in central lake, we have the ever famous kid rock living just down the street from me. isnt that cool??? his house is locked and gaurded though. . .

the three tows that are hot spots for the tourists and the famouse people are alden, bellaire, and central lake.

now imagin these pretty little tows. they arent packed, and the sun is shining on the snow on the ground. . .

thats winter

now imagin parties and singing and people every where.

thats summer.

anyway, after the car show i went to my aunt nessa's to see my cousin colton who was up for a weekend from alfa house down state in luddington. and ym other cousin gerritt was there too. and i got to see torrie, who graduated. i am going to her open house today at 2:00 pm and i am going to show up in these awesome tripp pants. and then i am going to dress up into a black dress for the party.

i have only worn a dress twice since i turned 6, so this is a HISTORICAL event. . .

i have descovered. . .

SILVER LINING

john, you are amazing, i just though i should point that out to you. i have been listening to some of your songs on soundclick, and i am very impressed. the music is very pleasing to my ears.

but there is just a few things i would have to disagree with you on.

on your profile you said that your fav song is "falling in love on accident"
but i strongly dissagree. so far, your best work is candyflip. falling in love on accident is good yes, but its only your best because you are a love stricken puppy dog.


okay, and back to my blogging. . .

THE TREADMILL

yes, the treadmill. i am now going to be working out. i am bored now that school is over, and for anyone who had actualy seen me in person, i am a bit chubby yes? well, now i know what to do with my free time now that school is out!!!

i will be dedicating my free time to the treadmill, and since mom has no money to get food, i wont be eating either!!! so thats like, major weight loss! and i am walking into town alot more thanks to my big brother. i will not only be treadmill-ing, but doing crunches, push ups, and pull ups as well. and as soon as i go down to a size 3 like my friend TJ [who used to be fat] i will start wearing girl clothes!!! never will i wear pink, but blue green and red, yes! maybe some orange too. . .but yes, i will be starting to dress like a girl!!!

but in no way at all does that ,ean i will be stripping myself of my whorely attitude. i have spent my whole life working on my rep, and everyone loves me for it. i will not be changing that!!!

so anyway, my goal for this month is to be able to wear a bikini and feel good about it! ^_^

BASS FEST!!!

well, i had a blast yesterday. you see, every year after school ends, there is a festival dedicated to bass! [i guess] well, i have not missed a year since i was born, and this year was most likely the best and the worse.

i spent the first fifteen minutes riding rides with my little brother, it was the super slide. it is like, 20 feet into the air, and you slide down super fast. my little brother went on it like, 25 times.

and then i met up with charls and TJ. they are my bisexual awesome friends. TJ left to go live in travers city for the remainder of his minor life. so i spent the rest of my time comforting charls, who admitted he had a crush on me, and he had one since he first met me five years ago. he had a dollar in his pocket, and i was empty handed, so we passed this really nice [and hot] carny who offered to let charls try and get me a stuffed animal. the original price was 2 dollars, but the carny had pitty on charls and let him have a go for 1. charls lost pitifully, but the nice carny gave him a stuffed animal to give to me anyway. so thats the story of how i got my SQUISHY!!! he is a little stuffed teddy bear!

the second half was spent with katlyn. she is a annoying handful and she would not leave me charls, or my brother alone. we went on every ride at least three times before the police were looking for her because she ditched her mother.

but after that, we all ran into some old friends of my brothers. his firnd rachael, and her boyfriend cody. now, cody, rachael, and whatever friends they had with them had a long conversation about how sexy i was, and that i couldnt possibly be 13 years old. well, me and rachael ditched the boys to go onto the star. . .and i am afread of hights. the star is like a huge ferris wheel that you can rock in, and flipp over in and stuff. i wanted to puke, but rachael is an angel, and she didnt rock the wheel. . .but thwne i got in with cody. . .i threatened to puke on him at least five times, but i never did, and i had alot of fun. cody said i was cute at least ten times. he is 20 years old, and rachael is 16. i rode rides with them for the remainder of my time after charls had to leave,a nd rachael gave me lessons on how to flirt with the carny's to get longer rides! and what do you know? IT WORKED!

after another three times going on the star, me and rachael watched my brother and cody on the bumper cars.

and after that, it was closing time. so we all went our sperate ways to go home.

but i did have alot of fun!

the pic is of rachael when we were in the gravitron.

pictures!

well, i have had several awsome things happen to me this week. i died my hair, hung out with awesome friends, and died my hair! oh, and i got some awesome pic's of my fav neice destiny. i love dessy. . .i can only hope that my kid is this cute!

adorable isnt she???