today was a horrid day. yeah, john finally emailed me and i replied, but my boy friend broke up with me!
he says he doesnt have a problem with me, he is just...bored....with...me...
AM I BORING???
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
RYUUZAKI FROM DEATH NOTE!!!!
CHOCOLATE

okay, so i just had four reces peanutbutter cups and some chocolate trailmix and hot coco...i have a sugar high, and i will be leaving for night church in a moment....i have a few thing so say...
THERE IS A 50 % CHNACE THAT YOU MIGHT BE KIRA!!!!!! i totally stole that from my fav anime death note....
john!!!! if ur reading this, you need to post more. i know your busy and everything, but im more important than work!!! just kidding. you need to buy a car and get out of your moms house. your old enough now.
Monday, February 16, 2009
yet another happy post!!!
yaaaay i am hyped up on hot chocolate! and i just went to the store and talked for an hour with my best friend sammy!!! remember my very first blog post??? well, she was the chik that helped me right that post, and we herassed john!!!
somethin about caitlynn....
but anyway, i is happy!!!! i also just got done doing the dishes, and my mom once again kicked out the asshole that ruined all of our lives! and we got these weird signes from god!
last year when my grandma died, my mother found out that andy shepard was cheating on her.
he had prayed for some sign that she was up in heaven watching us, and then his phone beeped. but then when he checked it, it was an empty text!
next thing that happened was my aunt and uncle went to see my grandma's grave sight, and the words on the stone are " i have no greater joy then to know my children waslk in truth." they started to pray fro my mama and then something told them to have my mama go to the grave sight. when she did with my other aunt, she had prayed about out situation, and then all of the sudden, a bird comes up right to them and lands on the head stone. it landed right over the word "truth". mama said somethin on the lines of " its okay mama i know the truth." and then all of the sudden, the solar light on my mama's side of the stone light up! they only light up at dark time, so it shouldnt have light up.
the next sign was earlier today, when mama was preying for a sign t help us figuer out if andy is still a cheat. mom felt a rush of cold air, and then her cell phone beeped. it was a call from andy. she has him listed as "the liar." she clicked the ignore button, and then it dawned on her. god was telling her to "ignore the liar."
it was then that she told me all of this stuff, and i felt a cold blast of air at my feet. the room is insulated on all sides. and it is very wamr in there. there shouldnt be any cold air around.
but i felt it. so i prayed to god to let the demons be expelled away from us. the cold air didnt dissapear until mom finshed with her story! she thinkes it might have been grandma!
weird things happen in my life right now. my grandma died a year ago on november 8th. she was a very godly woman. she was very kind too, always smiling and finding ways to help people. i guess god just decided he wanted her to come home. so she did.
but things have happened since, like my little causin neveah went into the bathroom then she went to my sister shanna and told her that she saw grandma. shanna went to look for a picture of grandma in the bathroom, but there wasnt one! and then a few days later, my neice ovney said the same thing, except she said that she saw her "sun grammy" and she saw her by the stairs! but shanna looked again, and there was nothing! shanna's children have a hystory of seeing people that passed on. neveah said that her grandpa was in his truck, and he wanted her to go for a ride with him, when she went to ask shanna, and shanna went to see, grandpa mcqueen was no were to be found. and heres the thing...he died two years ago.
so that just goes to show you that weird things do happen, and when you get the feeling your being watched, you most likely are!
somethin about caitlynn....
but anyway, i is happy!!!! i also just got done doing the dishes, and my mom once again kicked out the asshole that ruined all of our lives! and we got these weird signes from god!
last year when my grandma died, my mother found out that andy shepard was cheating on her.
he had prayed for some sign that she was up in heaven watching us, and then his phone beeped. but then when he checked it, it was an empty text!
next thing that happened was my aunt and uncle went to see my grandma's grave sight, and the words on the stone are " i have no greater joy then to know my children waslk in truth." they started to pray fro my mama and then something told them to have my mama go to the grave sight. when she did with my other aunt, she had prayed about out situation, and then all of the sudden, a bird comes up right to them and lands on the head stone. it landed right over the word "truth". mama said somethin on the lines of " its okay mama i know the truth." and then all of the sudden, the solar light on my mama's side of the stone light up! they only light up at dark time, so it shouldnt have light up.
the next sign was earlier today, when mama was preying for a sign t help us figuer out if andy is still a cheat. mom felt a rush of cold air, and then her cell phone beeped. it was a call from andy. she has him listed as "the liar." she clicked the ignore button, and then it dawned on her. god was telling her to "ignore the liar."
it was then that she told me all of this stuff, and i felt a cold blast of air at my feet. the room is insulated on all sides. and it is very wamr in there. there shouldnt be any cold air around.
but i felt it. so i prayed to god to let the demons be expelled away from us. the cold air didnt dissapear until mom finshed with her story! she thinkes it might have been grandma!
weird things happen in my life right now. my grandma died a year ago on november 8th. she was a very godly woman. she was very kind too, always smiling and finding ways to help people. i guess god just decided he wanted her to come home. so she did.
but things have happened since, like my little causin neveah went into the bathroom then she went to my sister shanna and told her that she saw grandma. shanna went to look for a picture of grandma in the bathroom, but there wasnt one! and then a few days later, my neice ovney said the same thing, except she said that she saw her "sun grammy" and she saw her by the stairs! but shanna looked again, and there was nothing! shanna's children have a hystory of seeing people that passed on. neveah said that her grandpa was in his truck, and he wanted her to go for a ride with him, when she went to ask shanna, and shanna went to see, grandpa mcqueen was no were to be found. and heres the thing...he died two years ago.
so that just goes to show you that weird things do happen, and when you get the feeling your being watched, you most likely are!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
my silver lining
well, it would seem that the cloud of depression in my life is ending. it has been six months and i have not involved my self with cutting! or smoking!
oh oh oh!!! and my birth day is this sunday!!!! omg omg omg and i died my hair red! its like a cherry red on the top and then it fades out to like a fiery orange!
i went to a dance on valintines day and met my ex-boyfriend mathew meadows. omg i still love him...but anyway! he got me a rose! wich its really funny because my current boy friend didnt get me anything. oh well, im not all that caught up in him anymore. i have better FRIENDS to drool over. *caugh* john *caugh*
well, my main emotional train right now is happy, even though the snow is back. T_T
i have taken up drawing again! and i got back on quizilla and started to read and write again!
oh! and i think i feel good enough to make a few more comments then a lyric!
did you know that if you were insainly smart and you lived off of candy, you wouldnt get fat. your brain would eat up all of the extra callories! but you would have to be enstine or something....
i just found out that their are three different ways to translate the numa numa song into english!
LYRIC OF THE DAY: THE NUMA NUMA SONG!!!! "dragostai din tei"
Mai-Ya-Hi
Mai-Ya-Hoo
Mai-Ya-Ha
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(Beginning2 2x)
Mai-Ya-Hi
Mai-Ya-Hoo
Mai-Ya-Ha
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
Hello, Salute, It's me, Your Duke
And I made something thats real to show you
alrivee
Hello, Heelloo, It's me, Picasso
I will play (beep) My words of love,
with your name on every one.
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
when you leave my calla frase to graa
don't leave another stain,
the roboa colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
(phrase 2)
I saw, my streams, my song and dreams
and I brought something to match the colors
of my love.
Hello, Helloo, It's me again, Picasso.
I will spread, the words of love with your name on every one.
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
when you leave my calla frase to grain
don't leave another stain,
the roba colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
(ending 2x)
Mai-Ya-HiMai-Ya-HooMai-Ya-HaMai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(ending 2x)
Mai-Ya-Hi (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Hoo (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Ha (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
When you leave my calla frase to grain
don't leave another stain, the roba colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.Now I beg to death everyday.
weird eh? since the band is originally romanian, the words sound a little weird, but it totally frickin rocks!.....well, i guess its more like a techno disco.....
oh oh oh!!! and my birth day is this sunday!!!! omg omg omg and i died my hair red! its like a cherry red on the top and then it fades out to like a fiery orange!
i went to a dance on valintines day and met my ex-boyfriend mathew meadows. omg i still love him...but anyway! he got me a rose! wich its really funny because my current boy friend didnt get me anything. oh well, im not all that caught up in him anymore. i have better FRIENDS to drool over. *caugh* john *caugh*
well, my main emotional train right now is happy, even though the snow is back. T_T
i have taken up drawing again! and i got back on quizilla and started to read and write again!
oh! and i think i feel good enough to make a few more comments then a lyric!
did you know that if you were insainly smart and you lived off of candy, you wouldnt get fat. your brain would eat up all of the extra callories! but you would have to be enstine or something....
i just found out that their are three different ways to translate the numa numa song into english!
LYRIC OF THE DAY: THE NUMA NUMA SONG!!!! "dragostai din tei"
Mai-Ya-Hi
Mai-Ya-Hoo
Mai-Ya-Ha
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(Beginning2 2x)
Mai-Ya-Hi
Mai-Ya-Hoo
Mai-Ya-Ha
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
Hello, Salute, It's me, Your Duke
And I made something thats real to show you
alrivee
Hello, Heelloo, It's me, Picasso
I will play (beep) My words of love,
with your name on every one.
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
when you leave my calla frase to graa
don't leave another stain,
the roboa colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
(phrase 2)
I saw, my streams, my song and dreams
and I brought something to match the colors
of my love.
Hello, Helloo, It's me again, Picasso.
I will spread, the words of love with your name on every one.
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
when you leave my calla frase to grain
don't leave another stain,
the roba colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
(ending 2x)
Mai-Ya-HiMai-Ya-HooMai-Ya-HaMai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(ending 2x)
Mai-Ya-Hi (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Hoo (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Ha (Ma Mi A)
Mai-Ya-Ha-Ha
(Chorus)
When you leave my calla frase to graa
Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-Ooo-a-A
Every words of love I use to say.
Now I beg to death everyday.
When you leave my calla frase to grain
don't leave another stain, the roba colors fade away
Every words of love I use to say.Now I beg to death everyday.
weird eh? since the band is originally romanian, the words sound a little weird, but it totally frickin rocks!.....well, i guess its more like a techno disco.....
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
A HAPPY POST!!!
as the tittle clearly states, this is indeed a happy post! the snow up here in the small village of central lake, is melting!!! i have my windows down and i am soaking up the wonderful smell of springtime!
and as for today, i am fairly happy with my love life, for my james was in a very happy mood, so as to the point he had the jidderz!!! he actually gave me a hug after the last two weeks we havnt been talking! omg i am happy. but to my dissapontment, i missed church on sunday after going to my little brothers grandmothers house. i dont really think she likes me, and it is hard to like her after what her son did to my mother, but either way, she is still family, so i decided i would take the opertunity to get over to her house that weakend. i got to go swimming at a hotel in potosky, and i ate out at mcdonalds!
i also want to highly recomend the friersgate series. they are a very well written series of books!
it follows rosumund bolton in her twisted love life as she fights to gain her rightful inharitance from her evil uncle henry. she falls in love many times with a earl of glenkirk and a noble knight of the kings court. then when both of them die off, she falls in the love with her brazin scotts lover, and they have many kids after rosumund bore three daughters from the knight.
the weires continues onto the story of her eldest daughter phillipa who is rjected from the mans she thought she loved, and then finds another man, the earl of witton, and marries him, and they fall in lo9ve gradualy, and she has many sons.
that book is also followed by the book, the last heiress, a tale about rosumunds last daugheter names elizabeth. she is the only one of rosumunds three daughters who is willing to take friersgate. and it is the only thing she loves, untill she meats her brazin scott, names baen mcoll, who is the bastard of a land owner. he and elizabeth fall in love and she becomes pregant, and they are wed together.
the book series consost of the books:
rosumund
untill you
phillippa
the last heiress
beleive me when i say they are very interesting books.
and as for today, i am fairly happy with my love life, for my james was in a very happy mood, so as to the point he had the jidderz!!! he actually gave me a hug after the last two weeks we havnt been talking! omg i am happy. but to my dissapontment, i missed church on sunday after going to my little brothers grandmothers house. i dont really think she likes me, and it is hard to like her after what her son did to my mother, but either way, she is still family, so i decided i would take the opertunity to get over to her house that weakend. i got to go swimming at a hotel in potosky, and i ate out at mcdonalds!
i also want to highly recomend the friersgate series. they are a very well written series of books!
it follows rosumund bolton in her twisted love life as she fights to gain her rightful inharitance from her evil uncle henry. she falls in love many times with a earl of glenkirk and a noble knight of the kings court. then when both of them die off, she falls in the love with her brazin scotts lover, and they have many kids after rosumund bore three daughters from the knight.
the weires continues onto the story of her eldest daughter phillipa who is rjected from the mans she thought she loved, and then finds another man, the earl of witton, and marries him, and they fall in lo9ve gradualy, and she has many sons.
that book is also followed by the book, the last heiress, a tale about rosumunds last daugheter names elizabeth. she is the only one of rosumunds three daughters who is willing to take friersgate. and it is the only thing she loves, untill she meats her brazin scott, names baen mcoll, who is the bastard of a land owner. he and elizabeth fall in love and she becomes pregant, and they are wed together.
the book series consost of the books:
rosumund
untill you
phillippa
the last heiress
beleive me when i say they are very interesting books.
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